Trying to cut down on swearing. It’s not really working that well, but for the blog purpose? I’ll attempt to tone it down. Let’s see. I’m just cranky as all living hell. My body HURTS, I have very little money to get by this month with, the holidays? SUCK and I mean that in the nicest way possible. I don’t want to do thanksgiving this year, but I know I’ll have to regardless. I did however? Do a steal at shopping today. I’m quite proud of that. Went to dollar tree and then Grocery Outlet. Plus? I have a 3lb box of Cheezits. Yessssss Cheezits are good. Cheezits are the nano guide to heaven. a little saltier then I remember buy ahoy there snack food. That pretty much sums up my day. Food shopping and then coming home, to where I proceeded to pass out for god only knows how long because my body? Just said: screw you. SLEEP! I want sleep! Have been working my tush off on UltimateTokioHotel.com though. Yay me. Almost done. Note. Almost. I’m not aiming to be the BEST fansite, but I’m aiming to have content for people. Um. That’s all I gotta say right now, I’ll attempt to blog tomorrow. Hopefully I’ll be in a better mood. Rawr.

Barely mind you, I’m exhausted. I think it’s the weather change here in Cali that has me all kinds of screwed up. Life isn’t so entirely bad though, I’ve signed on to become a guide at Cha Cha to earn some extra money and hopefully I’ll be blogging more. I got a new layout as you can see, it over takes this new ship I have in a game.Okay, so more like PSL but stilllll. Bill Kaulitz and Willa Holland. Quite a cute couple if I say so myself.

Let’s see, Halloween is in a few days. Yipee. I love Halloween. It’s like the highlight of my year. I don’t need xmas, gimme halloween any day. I got a new Livejournal, it’s linked above. Erm, I’m gutting my rp on insanejournal and starting from scratch with it. Why? Don’t ask, I just am. Andddd I’m doing NaNo next month. (yes, for the third year I am a idiot and will be attempting…again. Sometimes I just never ever learn.

The kid is good, she’s doing decent in school now if only she would get over being so freaking picky over what she eats *face palm* I’ve been doing a lot of graphics for people. I’m getting paid like 5 bucks per header which really when you think about it? Isn’t too bad. I’ve been doing a lot of graphics for Manda, but she gets my work out there and makes it known I do the graphics. Besides, I’m getting some really nice essential oils outta the deal, which I can live with yay.

Oh, and my hair? Is now down clear past my shoulders o.O It started growing again like literally out of no where.

Logic is beyond my mind right now. My head hurts. my eyes are killing me and I feel like punching someone in the face really freaking hard.

Who’s low enough to hack a tcg? What could a TCG site POSSIBLY have done to you? Someone explain to me how someone can be so pathetic as to do something like this? To delete everything but core pages and leaves the cutenews folder and that’s IT.

I’ve seen fansites hacked, personal site hacked. NEVER a tcg site. What the hell is wrong with people?! Just…..

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?! I think I’m trying to be in denial that this is a very bad…screwed up and twisted dream. It’s gotta be. Hasta be. Can someone pinch me and wake me the frakk up please? Because if it’s not, I’m going to just continue crying and try to pretend that everything is alright.

This was not how I planned it to go. Not at all.

Slowly this is starting to become a cd on repeat over and over again with my roleplaying life. I’m getting rather sick of the following:
- Being left hanging in threads for longer then a week and whatnot. Really, if you don’t have the time, don’t do a thread. It’s really rather simple when it comes right down to it. I at least try to make my best by repping when I’m in between things and do it at least once a day. Those I RP with KNOW how busy I can get as I run several sites.
- They tell me one thing and they happen to go off doing a complete nother thing. Point in example: “oh I want so and so together” but what are they doing? Running off and doing a storyline with someone else and not really taking the time to develop the one that they want oh so freaking bad. Or they want something in one comm, but they can’t wait a bit for someone to get settled into a character before the player decides how she wants to do things.

I feel rp etiquette has slowly declined since I started on livejournal and it’s only going to get worse it seems as I keep falling in with the same people over and over again when I really WAS trying to outbranch myself and not fall back in with the same people that made me miserable to begin with in storylines and people I really have no desire to bother with ever again. Seems some people can’t butt their noses out of different storylines that do NOT involve them. And it has been made CLEAR that their character can not take something and cross it over to suite their needs to try and ruin a storyline of another person.

This really makes me question this person’s mental stability as she takes everything as a personal attack on her and something that your character does means that you have something against them. And no matter what you do, you can’t get away from them! Really, it’s annoying. And it gives me a headache. *sighs* A very BAD headache.

Designated-bitch.net is not going anywhere, but I AM going to redo it completely and make it a fanfiction archive. This is my new start.

So, why the change? I needed it, there was a lot of bad things connected to designated-bitch.net for me and I just wanted to get away from it. A clean slate and a place where I can be me again. I like the new domain name and yes, it’s taken from Avril Lavigne’s song “The Best Damned Thing”

The moi Yeah, I’ve been living, actually I’ve been doing a lot better then I have been to be honest. I’m still a little wonked on certain things, but I’m getting there, it’s just gonna take some time. Time is the key to everything right? I’m working from home doing web designing still and I got Kate to code my WP for me so I can get this ball rolling. I’m planning on blogging at least twice a week, possibly more. I’ve been hard at work on my sites and I recently bought a huge shared space account through hostgator.com and I added my friend Gabby’s sites as well as my own screencap domain that I bought recently because I really want to get back into that and have a nice site dedicated to it. I’ve also been selling a few things on amazon.com, like my dvd tv series and made some money off of that.

The only bad thing is I overdrafted my bank account a tiny bit because I needed some food in the house but other then that things are great. I have some work to do on the sidebar but other then that, yay. I want to get back into writing too, so bare with me as this is going to be a slow transition. I’m also still going to be doing my movie reviews, and one of them will come later this week. Till then!

Loves and kisses